he is a selfish bastard

i want to speak my mined but i cant
i hate my dad there are so many things
i want to say to him but i cant
i want to tell him that he is and was a peice of shit
he is a jackass and he always will be
i want to make him feel the pain i do
but he will never get it and if i do yell at him and cuss him out
it will be like starting world war 3
but since im having my baby in 5 months i have to keep the peace
so this baby wont get suck in the cross fire
so just smile and show him i am better them him
i wont stoop down to his level of childish games