You don't love me anymore do you?

You seem different
as if you have forgotten about me
are you with someone else i dont know about
The only reason i haven't commited suicide yet
is because i thought it would hurt you
But i dont think it will hurt you anymore
You don't love me
I'm starting to think you never did
It feels like one big game
My heart is nothing but a toy to you
Now cutting my wrist is the only thing that makes
me feel loved
I love you
It's as if you never wanted me around
So if you are with someone else than make them happy
I'll just go do what i should have done years ago
I love you