Your Lie

I want to find myself somehow in
your arms again right now.

I am so alone, I feel so cold and
empty and hollow inside of this
shadowed world.

You're a cruel man with no heart
for an honest and true woman like
myself, only because my smile is
crooked and I am a bit heavier set
than that other girl.

You still lie and say you love me
but I truly wished that the sensations
in my numbing body would wash away my
knowledge of the truth so that for
just one last night I can sit and listen
to your breathing.

One more night to touch you and hold
you and make myself believe you truly
only loved me, no matter how ugly I am
underneath my pleasantries.

I want just one last chance of loving
bliss, one last moment spent believing
in your lie.