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Suicidal Thoughts
I’m on an emotional roller coaster ride
My direction is down
Going through hoops
Looking like a dried up raisin
With no brand
Not even worth two scoops.
Shoot me with a shot gun
One to the dome I roam in silence
Pain paints mental images of me dying violently.
Without my love I see no future
Stuck in the past
Not wanting to be in the present,
I glance outside
Pain now paints mental images of me attempting suicide.
Suicide?
Is this my escape?
As I walk to the kitchen drawer
To grab the rope
Life for me has no meaning any hope.
The devil has a hold on me.
I got to break free
Let the will of God come over me.
I rise,
Oh boy do I rise
The strength of God overwhelms my soul
Suicidal thoughts no more
But still I’m hurting inside.
My direction is down
Going through hoops
Looking like a dried up raisin
With no brand
Not even worth two scoops.
Shoot me with a shot gun
One to the dome I roam in silence
Pain paints mental images of me dying violently.
Without my love I see no future
Stuck in the past
Not wanting to be in the present,
I glance outside
Pain now paints mental images of me attempting suicide.
Suicide?
Is this my escape?
As I walk to the kitchen drawer
To grab the rope
Life for me has no meaning any hope.
The devil has a hold on me.
I got to break free
Let the will of God come over me.
I rise,
Oh boy do I rise
The strength of God overwhelms my soul
Suicidal thoughts no more
But still I’m hurting inside.
Published 10th Dec 2012
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2nd Apr 2013 10:38am
I've been browsing through your poems,
and I keep finding myself coming back to this.
With this piece I feel an undeniable sense
of hope at the end, and fighting against the
suicidal feeling. Even-though left with
the hurt at the end, they have still overcome
the mountain.
I feel a connection to this and feel that
i'll return to it in the future.
Scribbler.
and I keep finding myself coming back to this.
With this piece I feel an undeniable sense
of hope at the end, and fighting against the
suicidal feeling. Even-though left with
the hurt at the end, they have still overcome
the mountain.
I feel a connection to this and feel that
i'll return to it in the future.
Scribbler.
3rd Apr 2013 4:57pm
Scribble your outline of this poem is right on point. Thank you for your comment.
23rd Sep 2013 11:29am
Wow... Def. feel the angst in this ink! Powerful, sad n then
a very positive sparkle hope, light in the end...
Outstanding spill bro!
a very positive sparkle hope, light in the end...
Outstanding spill bro!
23rd Sep 2013 11:23pm
Thanks my brother, this piece is actually in the book and so true to my life at one point in time. That's why I shall always thank God for his blessings. Again my friend thank you and God bless you always.
3rd Dec 2013 1:28am
take heart my friend; never give up on hope, faith riding on your shoulders; will enable to cope.
