Skin I'm in

I don't know how to deal
with the way that I feel,
I wish I could tell you
there is much for me to reveal

open this book
and you will see,
that there are many sides to me

but I fear
you wont accept,
what I believe
you can detect
in my actions
and words

I'm a sheep
wearing wolves skin,
no I don't fit in
not with the rest
my heart's too soft,
wondering
what to do
but it's,
just
me

it was in a Buddhist mountain temple
I baptized myself in change,
but awoke to find everything still remained

so I weep
for the day
when I can be free,
these thoughts will disappear
as my mother and father embrace me

saying,
our child
we love you completely
regardless of your choices,
be the person
you're supposed to be
and you won't go wrong