Fuck it!  I Did It Again

Texting and texting being ignored
And then he answers and I am called
I tell myself I wont sub-cum
But leave the house  again at 1

I drive to his as demanded by him
As he sneaks me in through the side gate
He tells me no sex not tonight hes worked late
But i can sleep over and  just have a cuddle,

He knows this is what I really  desire

We cuddle we spoon naked together
I feel his hard cock but darent not ever
try to touch as he likes teasing me
Hes drawing me in as I pushed him away
As didn't answer his text that day

We fall asleep then he bursts my bubble
As he starts pationatley kissing me
rubbing his hard cock in my back,
then in my mouth
wishing and begging for him to com inside
spread my legs please give me that ride
he slowly stops and roles aside

He knows how i tick he triggers my itch
i silently weep holding his hand
wishing and praying
he fucks me , hips swaying

Im desperately looking for something from him
but i know its got to come from within
He tells me to sleep and lay by his side
for tonight's not the night i dont get a ride

Hes so affectionate  hes warm i dont want to leave
But hes got me again it crucifies me
But hes emotionally unavailable to me

I wake in the morning and nothing is said
ignored again, the  frustration no penetration
is crying ourt from me
but he knows hes holding the key

Reflection
Rejection
Protection

I pray for the day when i can stay away
and look after me and not have to sit
with this fucking cunt itch....