Boom.

Don't worry if i die tonight, the world don't accept my kind
I guess that you could call me sick, not in body, but in mind
I think of all the darkest things that could drive anyone insane
There's scars marking my body, telling the stories of my pain

Make sure before you judge me that you're 100% right
I'm sorry i always look like this, I never sleep at night
I'm sorry i'm too drained to fake another smile
Give me a little break, i'll recuperate in awhile

If this is what it takes for me to stay another day
Then i'm sorry darling, but i just can't live that way
I wouldn't necessarily say that i'm desperate to die
I'm just getting really sick of being half alive

I hope you understand when you find me outside your door
A gun stuck to my head, begging for just a little more
Hurt me one more time, i'm pleading, push me overboard
I'm tired of this life that my heart just can't afford

Hurt me baby, please, i need to feel again
Show me a new level of terrifying sin
Give me a show worth dying for, a funny little pun
But i'm already in this place and they told me 'No refunds'.

Tear me up, throw me down, like you've done so often before
No, i'm almost finished, please don't close the door
Watch me as i paint your lawn with the darkness of my mind
I pull the trigger, watch closely, because in life you can't rewind.