oh fuck

oh fuck
I'm so Fucking Lost
I'm smiling
Do I mean it?

oh fuck
I'm so Fucking Scared
Will I bend too far again?

oh FUCK
what DO I DO
I'M SO FUCKING CONFUSED
WHAT DO I DO

HELP ME
OH FUCK
SAVE ME BEFORE I KILL MYSELF

oh fuck
I'm so Fucking weird
suck it up
be a big girl

OH fuck
there I go again
off into the wilderness
with razors, papers and a pen

is this insanity?
is this a phase...

every time I say I won't Give Up.
OH FUCK.
whatever, I can just die.

People care, yah I know.

but do I?