I'm Sorry Chris

The decisions were all mine.
I made the biggest mistake.
Your tears,you try to hide.
It was your heart to break.

Your sitting in the corner.
Ignoring me at all costs.
No promises of tomorrow.
It was your trust I lost.

The scars on your wrists.
New and fresh;all from me.
Please don't do it Chris.
I didn't want to be so mean.

I'm begging for you.
But you refuse to listen to my pleads.
I don't want to lose you..
Don't leave this world please!

Two weeks pass by...
The found you hanging in your house.
My heart had died.
As I wish to be poisoned like a mouse.

No note. They found nothing.
I know you did it because of me.
My wrists slit and burning.
I'll join you in peace.

Carved in my wrist "I'm Sorry Chris"
Hours later,I lye dead.
Circle of razors.
A bullet through my head.

And the bloody I'm Sorry Chris.