To My Dark Lover

You will always be the one I love and adore
But Im afraid I can not be with you anymore
With or without you life is hard
Our love isnt real, its just a charade
I no you dont love me in the same way
Punish me if I dont see you for a day
Every penny I get goes up in smoke
You dont care im homeless, completly broke
Playing mind games telling me I should!
You wlll take my pain, make me feel good
But its only for a moment, only for a line
It all spirals back overwhelming every time
Sadness, happiness and the other ways to feel
Are things I wil learn on my own how to deal
And not on a street corner like I usually do
How Im not yet sure but i no its not with you
So my dark lover I have to say good bye
I can not carry on living my life high!