Broken lullabies

I share with you my broken lullabies.
Of all the days I've cried and wanted to die.
I show you my cuts and scars
I show you my beat up and broken heart.
The tears I shed. Flow into your eyes,
Showing you my true pain inside.
My scars become your own
As you understand what I finally did home
My memories crash into your head
Breaking you down,
Until you yourself wish you were dead.
My drawings show you my escape,
My escape from this world of hate.
Razors scattered around the floor
You seeing how I couldn't take much more
You decided to open the door..
Seeing my body on the floor
Blood dripping from unknown wounds
Breathing but making no sound.
I'm sorry you had to find out my life like this.
So sorry..