I'm Kind of Stupid...

Sometimes
when I can't write anything
or there's nothing to do
I read back on my poems
And I realize how stupid
I sound sometimes
But that's okay,
because then I can just delete them...
or fix them...
or totally ignore the fact that I wrote
the stupid thing altogether
But then I think, and get stuck on
how stupid I sound
And it's extremely hard to ignore that
because I get so damn worried of what
people will think
And I worry about the way people will respond
to the stupid things I write...
Then people sometimes don't respond at all...
And that scares me a little,
because I care too much of what others think,
and now I sound extremely stupid.
And now that I realize how stupid I sound
right now...
I'm still writing...
Yeah...
wow, I'm done.