A Big F-U

This goes out to my ma and my pa
And all those who were judging me
I know I’m not who you want me to be
Who I’m supposed to be
But I am who I am
And that’s all that I can be
And to my bro who never had my back
You’d throw me to the sharks
If you ever got your chance
So who says I can’t be a singer
And who says I can’t be my own demeanor
Ya’ll are crazy fools if you think you could ever change me

I’m out here all alone
No one’s throwing me a bone
And I need a new lease on life
Yet this is all that I can be
And I am finally proud of who I am now
And I don’t really care if you’ll never accept me

No matter what I do
It’s never good enough
No matter how hard I try
I still have to hide
Cause I’m just a ghost in your presence
I’m always in the past
And today this might be my last breath
How would you feel if I died not knowing?
How would you feel if I killed myself for you
And you never even cared?
I always keep my emotions bottled up for you
But not this time cause…

I’m out here all alone
No one’s throwing me a bone
And I need a new lease on life
Yet this is all that I can be
And I am finally proud of who I am now
And I don’t really care if you’ll never accept me