Zero

I have gave you all and I'm nothing .
I no longer have a soul.
I see you in everything , I think it must be the drugs that lost control .
I love  you and  and your Columbian and afghan kisses .
I can't stand my own mind my flaws are listless .
I feel like a man with no heart , cold as the the Ohio sun..
I have walked endless miles just to see you , my body is over done .
I welcome death with open arms and lure it in with life.
I wanted to know what's inside me , so I grabbed a knife.
Yet there is something I see ,but you have no face .
Think of all I have sacrificed just to have you at my place.
Now a days I got people starring down the barrel of my gun.
Fuck it if they can't take a joke as long as I have my fun.
What happened to the who  I used to be .
Come try to find me on a milk carton or on evening tv .
Yeah I make the news , you and me .
People say I lost my mind on this boosting spree.
I no longer make decisions I just leave them up for you .
As long as you keep adding spice in to my tarry stew.
I love the way you make everyone fall apart .
I live the lies right from that start .
I love the way you move through me .
I love you as if you are some long lost son .
I love the hate you bring .
I love it all
I hate you