Am I Some Kind Of Loser?

Whenever I go to school
It's repeated getting punched in the stomach
Getting choked until I pass out
And constantly being put in the garbage bin
If you punch me in the jaw again
I won't even care
This has been going on for ages
I'm called an emo freak
And a loser
I guess that's how it's going to be for the rest of
My life
I am a loser
This endless depression
Is killing me
Everyday I want to commit suicide
But all I'm doing is cutting open my veins
I am just another one of those people
No one likes
So I'm going to die knowing
I wasn't wanted in this world anyway