nonchalant want

I want to feel you from the inside,
but i'm not talking about sex.
i'm only going to tear you apart
and rip a hole through your chest.
I'm just going to squeeze your lungs a bit
whilst your blood soaks my hands.
I'll have your heart for real today,
whilst my body sweats and it pants.
You're so lovely, you're gorgeous,
perfect from the inside out.
My love is a flaming inferno
of which you will never get out.