Facing Me

Inside Me...
It feels like Bees..are swarming
overriding my fail safe mechanisms
allowing my psyche...to fight me.

As I all but loose my lunch
from the impact of an internal gut punch
sending me reeling into yesterday...
Shattering the dimensional divide

Now I feel like a Gemini
As I try to unite both sides of my mind

Emotions rolling like lightening...and thunder
Lightning...is my Father...
I get the Thunder...from my Mother

I feel my soul ....burst like a storm cloud
All over my inner upholstery...As fodder
filled memories soil the landscape of me.

Now...as I try not to go under the currants
of frustration that are swelling on the beaches
of my once tranquil space...

I ...am so upset with my self
I don't wanna even look at my own face
As mirrors have a tendency...
To reflect the truth.....

see I feel like a person that has to smile
big for a picture...but only has 1 tooth

There is no way I can escape...
It's time...for me...
to face the Notorious side ...
of me.