I wouldnt have it any other way

The owl cries out
Desperate, longing
The moonlight
Fights it way into my room
Onto my bed
Bathing your skin
Silver skin
Soft
Sexy.
I can't resist.
Lines are drawn
By insecure fingers
Over a spine
Over a person
Sliding down your bare back
Stopping as they feel
The fabric of your underwear.
You move
I freeze
You breathe out
heavily
I can't breathe
I am suffocating.
Fuck.
I woke you up.
Strong desires
Aren't easily hidden.

Now
You turn around
You lie on your back
For a second
Forever.
Your eyes
They are starring at me
Tracing my face
I wanna say I'm sorry
I wanna get the hell out of there

But
Then
You turn
Facing me completely
You kiss me
I kiss you
Lips locked
Hands
On your neck
On my shoulder
Lips parting.
No
Please
I
Need
Them.
Soft whispers
"Sorry"
"I love you"
"I'm so sorry"
"For what?"
"I... I woke you"
"I still love you"
"Sorry..."
"You don't love me?"
Those grey jewels
Searching my
face
Frowning
His fingers
On my lips..
I can feel it
He's pulling back
Getting scared
I hold on
Hold on
For dear life
I open
My mouth
Words
Wont show.
I say
"Your lips are my morphine."
He stops pulling
Away..
Looks at
Me
"what?" So low
Barely audible
"I'm in great pain"
I touch his face
"I need painkillers"
"I need your painkillers. Your lips"
His eyes shift
Looking at my lips
Looking at my eyes
"My morphine. You."
He breathes out
"what are you saying?"
I shake
Just a little
Just a lot
Just
Shaking.
"I'm saying... I love you"
"I love you too"
Another 
soft
kiss
"I'm addicted to you"
"I wouldnt have it any other way"
I fall
Asleep
On your shoulder
With your
arms
Around me
So tight
It hurts
But
I wouldn't have it any other way.