Drowning....Again

Please...
don't take me down
because....as of yet
I ...am not ready to drown.

I am not ready to drown in your
sweet and succulent decadence
that covers me completely...
not allowing even the smallest
bit of doubt to breathe...

Suffocating the negativity...
right out of me...
Forcing me to believe.

Please...
Don't smile that way...

You know I am defenseless  
against the rays of sunlight
that shoot out of the corners
of your mouth...rendering me
Speechless...and without the use of my limbs

As you recognize my position...
Then...
You push me right in.
Just a simple gesture...
As I tumble and flay my arms
and legs amidst your creamy
skin....
Aah I told you...
In fact I begged you
Not to push me in...
To your Love.