Next Train to Nashville

I see you every morning when I wake
snuggled in my arms
sleeping peacefully
tranquilly
Knowing deep in your subconscious
that you’re safe here
Nothing can touch you
no one can hurt you
ever again
Knowing that you’re loved
cherished
adored

Watching your eyes open
connecting with mine
whilst a smile spreads across your face
Our naked bodies warming one another
on a cool Chicago morning
Kissing my lips
with a taste
unique to you
lying your head back on my chest
squeezing me tight
Your grip relaxing as you drift into dreams
feeling the security that eluded you
many years ago

I lie on my back
eyes closed
revelling in the moment
A warm sensation washes over me
in a way that money
drugs or sex never could

I wake
in my home
in my bed
without you
Never have I felt so empty
lonely
isolated
afraid
I cannot let this one get away
Not her
No way

I shower
dress
and I’m out the door
Embarking on a journey of faith
I sit at the station waiting for
the next train to Nashville.