Calloused

Yo,
You had me slipping on my own spew/
4 years it took,
and I still helped your ass on a bill dude/

Made me a fool,
to believe tattoos of childhood duels/
could disintegrate, witha use of everyday tools/
Yah,
Should've nicknamed yah the Goddi.Prof,
Pillage wars/
I had suicidal thoughts,
ready to kill n yet you just took off/

Never cared, all loose/
Fucking thoughtless, who cares/
Never had a son, right brosk?
You A-Okay, problems are other peoples faults/
And the real fucked up thing about it all...
Know what that is Pa-Opal?

Is that I'm here, sitting here,
writing this shit, feeding up on da black beast/
Masked, on a gun match packing heat/
wanna pull the trigger, though...
Too selfish and weak,
Cause I know, way in deep,
This devil like creature,
sized bear,
can't claw away the feelings of how much,
I still care.