Suicide Note

Mother, Father.
I love you dearly.
you werent there for me though.
i tried to get through this life,
but it wasnt for me.
everynight when you were in bed,
i cried myself to sleep.
everynight when you were in bed,
i cut my wrists..
i know you thought i was happy,
but really i was depressed.
i tried to get help,
i really tried,
but it never worked..
Mother, Father.
I know your little secret,
i heard you say it.
you love my best friend more than me,
so here have her.
shes yours,
and goodbye

My best friend Samantha.
Iluvyuh,
your amazing.
even though you were my best friend,
i was jealous of you.
i mean you were prettier than me,
funnier than me,
and most of all smarter than me.
my parents admitted,
whilst they thought i was asleep,
that they liked you better,
better then me..
i was there daughter,
yet they loved you more.
So my bestfriend,
this is goodbye..
Have a great life,
youll find great love

Brendon, my boyfriend.
Baby im sorry for this.
i never ment to leave you like this.
you were everything to me,
the only one that ever truely loved me...
i couldnt help it,
it was time for me to go.
i never told you this but,
i hated my life..
everyday i was scared i was gonna lose you,
everdya i was scared that something bad was gonna hapen.
im sorry baby,
this is goodbye..
i love you dearly
xoxoxo
This is the end,
knife at the ready.
i slit my thrat,
one time, two times,
thee and more.
im going groggy.
im fading out..
one more thing to do..
walk into that light,

Am i in heaven,
No im in hell.
fire blazing all around me,
the devil standing in front of me.
he welcomes me to his domain,
i think to myself,
im home