Fuck this life....

this life i have,
yes this one..
im over it,im over the pain..
im over the misery,
im over this world..
my parents always argue,
they blame it on me..
i wish i was dead..
fuck this life,
im over the shit..
ive tried it.
nothing ever was great..
i hated the full thing..
Life this,
Life that..
all my friends think its great..
the truth is,
its fucking shit..
if they ever ived with the problems i lived with,
theyd understand..

let me say one more thing before i slit my throat,
and end this life..

mum, dad
i did love you,
but this life wasnt for me.
i was miserable,
even though i hid it well..
ill miss you xoxo

to my friends
i know you thought i had a great life,
truth is i hated it..
i know yous were there for me,
and im sorry i wont be there for you now..
iluvyuhh all xoxo

to my boy
your the one i loved the most..
im sorry i did this,
but i had to,
life was miserable..
i honestly, truely did love you..
i always wil..
i know ill be there in your heartr..
i know you did truely love me..
i love you with all my heart
xoxoxoxo <3

this is the end now godbye..
oh hello death,
please take me away to a better land..