Magical Poison

The chemical variation that I send in my vein first class, has turned into a Magical Poison. The high is a feeling that's so unique and hypnotic. Thinking of it just makes me hot, its erotic. The initial exhileration of the prick in your skin! You become excited while waiting for the sensation to begin. After the many years, it caused physical, mental, psychological and emotional problems that I may never get through. But I just had to have it for its whimsical satisfaction. I just don't resist because its truly intoxicating and phenomenal. I can bawl my eyes out until I get it. It's like a suction of destruction and I can't say "No". Someone call a neurologist! I've lost my mind. There are voices talking and telling me to do different things and i'm unable to tune them out. Please Dear Lord let them find a cure that works