Ephifany

I've...
Been swimming in the Black Pond
of the Beyond...for far too long
eyes remain permanently open
as my cornea gets seared..
and cracks open...
All because I did Too much
wishing and hopin
to tap into an energy...

That was so much more powerful
than me...
I became the red headed step child
of the Universe...
For what started off as a blessing
it became a curse
bringing back scripture...line and verse
the first shall be last ..
and the last shall be first
As I became consumed
By ...The Knowledge....and The Thirst
Seeing so completely through my Third Eye
That I could send time in reverse...
capturing myself before spirit
meshed with flesh...
whispering to my soul...
allowing it to be kept...
at Anscestors behest...I would
learn to humble myself...to be
ready for the quests....
For many are called ...and few chosen
and even some of those fail because
of souls full of Karmaic corosion ...

So I relinquished...
all I thought I knew
For the acquired taste of what's
coming through....and spilling over
inside of me...
I am but a conduit
for the Spirit to reside in me
Priestess Of a Planet...
many Moons...and far from here
She tells me secrets of the universe
at night in my ear
Then my solar plexis opens...
and my chakaras align
Till I am One with my
Spirit Body and Mind

Last night...when I slept...
I dreamed of the sea...

Then I woke with a light...
and an ephifany...
All that I seek...
is already ....inside me