"Don't Do It !!!!!" ... A Poem written by BIg Virge 9/3/2011

 
Don't Do It ... Bro ... !!!!!!
Don't Do it ...  
 
" Nooooooooo " ... !!!!!!!!!
 
A sentiment sent
because i've lost a friend
in the Worst kind of way ... !!!
Leaving many ... "Dismayed" ... !!!!!
 
Like his THREE Children ... !!!
who now ... "Have To Accept" ...
that they'll ... NEVER ... have their father ...
say a word to them again ... !!!!!
 
When I say ... he was a  ... "Friend" ...
it wasn't like we spent ...
much time ... speaking ... our minds ...
about things ... in our lives ...
 
I knew this man from ... school ...
and clubs that ... we'd go to ...
 
He was ... "quiet" ...  
Smart & Cool ...
but was never one ...
to run his mouth ...
or ... act up ...  
Like a ... "Fool" ...
 
These words I write ...
come from those times ...
when we were ... young ...
and ... groWING ... UP ...
 
To me ... he seemed ...
set to ..... Achieve .....
A life of ... "PEACE" ...
and being ... "HAPPY !!!" ...
 
So now ... i'm shocked ...
"Saddened" and "Rocked"
because he's ..... " gone " ............
 
I'm so .... Confused .... !???!
Why would he  .... choose .... ?
to ... take his life ... !!!!!
because of ..... "Strife" ..... ?
 
It's clear ... he was going ...
through a ... REALLY BAD TIME ... !!!!!
 
"Nobody" .... clearly knowing ....
what was .... "running" .....
through his mind ..... ???
 
You see .... "SUICIDE" ....
is the .... "Ultimate" .... crime
 
God gave us life ....
for us to thrive .... !!!
 
NOT TO .... FIGHT .... !!!!!
and .... "CRITICIZE" ....
to the point where a guy ...
will take .... " THAT RIDE " .... !!!
because he's ... "Ready to Die" ... !!!
 
"Don't Do It Man !
Don't Do It ... !!!
I'm BEGGING you man ... !!!!!!
Don't Do It ... !!!!!!!!!"
 
"DON'T DO WHAT ... !?!
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WHAT ... !?!"
 
"That's true .....
so PLEASE .....
Explain it dude ... !!!"
 
"WHY THE FUCK ... !?!
SHOULD I TELL YOU ... !!!?!!"
 
"Please bro ... Please ...
Communicate with me ... !!!"
 
"OH YOU ... REALLY WANNA KNOW !
WELL ... LET ME TELL YOU THIS BRO !
MY WIFE'S A BITCH ... !!!
I CAN'T SEE MY KIDS ... !!!
MONEY'S TIGHT ........
I CAN'T GET THINGS RIGHT ... !!!
I'mma ..... TAKE MY LIFE .....
ON ... SATURDAY NIGHT ... !!!!!!!!!!!"
 
"Don't do it my brother .....
Talk to your babies mother .....
If you need some cash .....
We can fix that man .... !!!"
 
"MAN ... YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ...
IT'S MUCH MORE THAN THAT ... !!!!!"
 
"Like what bro ... WHAT ... !?!"
 
"BRO ... I'VE BEEN THROWN OUT ...
OF MY OWN ... FUCKING HOME ... !!!!!"
 
"Calm down now bro ...
Please ... just Calm Down ... !!!"
 
"I'mma DO IT RIGHT NOW ... !!!
I DON'T WANNA ... CALM DOWN ... !!!!!!
 
"But bro ... you know ...
Life has it's lows ...
OVERSTAND ... this shit ... !!!
This ain't the time to quit ... !!!
I'm begging you ... PLEASE BRAH ...
 
DON'T DO IT ........ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
 
You know ......
I never got the chance .....
to do that .... dance ....
and .... try to Calm ....
his .... "Aching Heart" .... !
because .... like lovers ....
.... under .... covers ....
 
He kept his pain ...  
" well covered " ...
to the point where ...
I feel .... "Smothered" ....
with grief ..........  
just like ........
 
His ... "Mother ... !!!
 
Who's now become ....
yet another one ....
who has to .... BURY ....
her own .... son .... !!!!!
 
What's going on .... !?!
What's going on .... !?!
 
What makes someone ... ?
become so ... numb ...
that ... life becomes ...
so ..... 'Overdone" ...... !?!
 
Spurned & Burned .....
with ... Nowhere ... to turn ...
 
I've been there ... YES ... !!!
So ... Do CONFESS ...
to ... wishing for ...
A ... Speedy End ... !!!!!
 
But ... somehow found ...
Supportive ... Grounds ...
on which ... " My Faith " ...
has me writing ... Today ...
on this here page ...
about ... "My Brothers' Pain" ... !!!
 
An ... Acquaintance ... in Truth ...
but a brother to me ...
because his presence  
was a ...... "Blessing" ......
........ " Whenever " ........
we would ... meet ... !!!
 
This piece is for him ..... !
So ... Mike ... Rest in Peace ... !!!
 
But ... it's also for those ...
who feel as if they're ... BROKE ... !
Morose .... and in ... "THAT ZONE" ... !
Where they ... Don't Know ... !?!
Where to ... go ........ !??????!  
 
PICK UP ... your telephone ... !!!!!
and call your "Closest Bro" ...  
or ... call your "Closest Girl" ...
and ... tell them ...
how you're feeling ...
about your ... "Ailing World" .... !!!!!!
So that you ... can start ... "HEALING" .... !!!!!
 
" LIFE " ... has so much Meaning ... !!!!!
So ... don't sit there ... "Concealing" ... !!!!!!
 
A problem ... Aired ...
is a problem ... Shared ...
 
and ... A problem ... Shared ...
means .... someone ... "CARES !!!" ...
 
I wish ... for my friend ...
I could of ... BEEN THERE ...
 
to keep his thoughts ...  
More ...... " Fluid " ........ !!!!!!!
 
and say to ... Him ...
Like i'm saying to you ...
 
"DON'T DO IT .... MAN ... !!!!!

"Pleeeaaaasssseeee ...."

"DON'T DO IT ............. !!!!!!!!!!!!