Angry Revenge

I want to see his remorse
The remorse of what he did to me
I want him on his knees, begging for forgiveness
I want him to tell my WHY
Why he used me
Why he took my innocence away
Why he hurt me like he did
Why he made me shed tears and blood
Why he took my happiness

I want him to cry until he can't anymore
Just as I have
I want this wound healed
By his tears
I don't know why I'm so angry
My pain is a strong fuel
I'm going to be burned by my own rage
All because of his sin

I want to cry
I want to scream
My emotions are so numb
I don't know if I've truly forgiven him
I'm so confused with myself
I want him to cower before me
To say sorry
Over and over again


                     But all I will do is hide.
                     I will conceal my wounds
                     I will let myself be burned
                     I will just die.