Save me. I miss you

It is now when I will fear
It is now when I will love
I am afraid. I am alive.
In loneliness I will die.
So loathe me now, love me now
Get it all out, and take me back
Don't ask me how just do it now
Pierce of the steel needle
slides between my tissues
pain ensues me, frees me from delusion
love it all away.
Love it all away, baby
because I love you and
I'm gonna lose my mind and
this loneliness will eat me and
I
am
  alive

So just come back around
put your ear to the ground
listen for the sounds
in a landscape of dead trees
decay into the grass and come back

Come back around.
I miss you.