Trust-My Vent

Trust is something I lost.
I have the hardest time trusting anyone.
I can barely even trust my family.
I can't change this,even if I wanted to.
I wish I could say I completely trust someone.
But I can't.
I used to trust you..
But you basically destroyed me.
You put me down,made me want to die.
I lost all trust in you a long time ago.
Dear one sister.
I don't trust you either.
Look what you did with your life,
Look how things worked out for you.
Look at our relationship...
So much for being there for me always.
When your the one beating me with anything you can.
To my dad,I love you.
But I wish I wasn't scared to be with you.
I wish you didn't frighten me.
Im so sorry.
Mom,you have been there for me forever.
But you put me on edge,
A lot of times I'm scared to talk to you,
All for no reason.
To my Uncle,
Your my family..
You constantly make fun of me,
All you say to me breaks me down,
And I know you enjoy my crying face.
Dear old friends.
Thanks for leaving me when I needed you.
Fuck you to.
To my Grandparents.
Thank you.
You will never know how much you mean to me.
I need you..
To my other sisters.
I have a lot of trust in both of you..
Please don't let me lose it.

That's my vent.
I'm done now.
<3
=)