Searching for peace

When I look into your eyes 
Sometimes I see darkness
Iv touched a place that you didn't want to reach
Instead you shut me out
Fill me with doubt

You say you need space
That's what makes you shine
But even when you get the space
You still need time

You say I'm controlling
The art of control has been changed
I'm looking for positive
And finding pain

Where did I go wrong I'm not sure
I'm trying to be mature
But the child comes out
In times of despair

My trust issues take over
But I know I can make it
I have the strength within my soul
I become stronger 
When I fall in a hole

I can see the light every time it's dark
Finding more knowledge
My intentions are only good from the heart

Maybe Iv been mistaken
Just looking for freedom
It is not me holding you back
But your inner self having an attack 

We're both spiritual
I'm trying to get into you heart
Into your silence
I wanna open the door 
Set you free to be open 
So we can find more

Let's turn the page
And change our ways
That's what love says
I hope to see bright days

I'm in .. to look forward for us
I don't no whether your game
I know we're special
If only you could see our true potential

We'v been created in a beautiful way
That's why I think we should stay
Maybe I'm naive 
Unconditional love 
Is what I perceive

I hope you feel the same
If not let me no
I can face the pain

There's a big wide world
That's fighting the big ego
That has grown and mastered the world
Everyones under a spell so cold

I wish you could remember when we started
Analysing the world together
We would get lost in the weekend
Now you wanna run free
Scared to be free in your own home
With me
Sometimes it scares me
I don't wanna be the enemy

Your my best friend
I don't no weva you agree
It's a funny thing love
So quickly turns to hate
Iv never regret my fate

Your so scared of my love
Because its so strong and true
Something you don't understand
Maybe you should let go of the past
And stop running so fast

I will just give up
And stay in silence
I'm happy with this quiet life of love and happiness

But something is missing in your life
Don't ask me
I thought we were a happy family
You need to manifest in yourself
To find what's missing piece from your health