Fear

Is it fear?
Fear of getting too close,
Fear of not getting closeness in return?
Fear of looking weak in the face
     of others?
Is it fear of the unknown?
Is it fear of dying? Or dying before
     I know the unknown?
(Is there an unknown, or is the unknown
     unknowable?!)
What do I fear?
Is it the fear of finding we have
     no purpose...I have no purpose?
What is our point?
Fear translates to anger.
I am angry at everything!
I fear everything!
I fear life!
I fear death!
I fear being loved!
I fear being hated!
I HATE BEING AFRAID!