sorrow

my heart is shattered like glass,
and the cracks spell her name.
thoughts and feeling are inflamed
im living in my own mental hell.

blood has stained the page.
tattooed in my apathetic rage.
i was fucking dumb,
the sin makes me numb, again and again.

i wish i was still a virgin to love.
but my heart is a whore!
i keep coming back for more.
im stupid, and now a mess.
and hoplessly depressed.

this blade!
my friend, my end, sepperate the skin.
expose what lies within,
as im loking through my crimson drape of sorrow.
im hoping i dont wake up tomorrow.

down the road or across the street.
this might be my last defeat.
im missing my heart beat.
everythings drugged and fucked up!
everythings a fucking illusion!
release me from this confusion!
nothing is what i can recall.
tell me one more thing,
WHATS THE FUCKING POINT!