I Wish

when we met...I had a little crush on you, I wasn't in love, but I was attracted. now that we have been together, fallen in love, and broken up all together I have...some wishes  
 
I wish we wouldn't fight  
 
I wish we were close  
 
I wish I hadn't pushed you so hard and so fast into something you weren't quite ready for  
 
I wish I wouldn't confuse you so much  
 
I wish you didn't hate me  
 
I wish my insomnia wouldn't grow worse over this  
 
I wish the pain of the night would stay away when things like this happen  
 
I wish you understood what I was talking about  
 
I wish that we would find a solution to the constant confusion and fighting  
 
I wish I wasn't such a mess up  
 
I'm sorry  
 
I'm sorry I cause you so much pain and problems...I don't mean to  
 
I wish to help you  
 
but I guess....animals don't get their wishes...they get what their master and keeper wants  
 
God is my only witness....only he knows how I pray for you and how much I love and care for you as a friend...  
 
I wish things would be better