Disease

Running in place, my best escape
You've gotten the best of me
And to the sky I wish I was
Never that easy

Despise to hate, wish words could erase
Wash away so I can't see
How pathetic we both have become
Irony sickens me

Close my eyes, disappear, farther away from here
Fate won't let me be
I see your smile, but there's no face
Freedom isn't for free

Tell me so much more, wish I knew before
How to want and never need
Because I need you more than I'd wish to say
But this need is just a disease