my deepest secret

to become one with your destiny
flirting with death
never knowing when
you will take your last breath

single minded thoughts
tumble down my soul
into the blackness
my personal abbyss

my heartbeat thumps in agony
as my blood turns solid gold
im my own jesus
i crafted my own mould

and in the end of days to come
i will open up my hands
and pray to myself for mercy
open up the gates of heaven
......................bring out the marching bands