Frozen In The Past

"Heart beat blue blood through frosted veins, revitalize the exhausted flame, because I'm lost again, traumatic visions represented themselves, to supplicate an angel, Lord please send me some help, the final step is the struggle to forgive, corroborative feelings of being abandoned faintly hid, and this was as a kid but now I'm educated and grown, product of a single mother raising me on her own, cold tears left frozen in the past, I tell her to stop cause' there's no reason to be sad, inordinately mad, if I did have my father in life, I wouldn't fully understand a tribulation and fight"