Why

Im free but trapped
Blinded but i can see
Vivid pictures of sumone suppose to love
But he resembles the devil who haunts me

Fighting,but im loosing
Im under full attack
I lost pieces of myself,and i cant get those back
Who am i,can you tell me please
Sumone said damaged goods
But i think confused and insane fits me perfectly

Bloody but no bruises
broken without fix
Sumone told me,your just a piece of shyt
Awake but dreaming
Reliving nightmares when will they quit

Bleeding but no cuts
Im open and its deep
Can you explain why that monster
Still visits when im sleep
Ima grown woman,who still cries when she dreams
Cant be touched with love
Cause it feels violating

Im worried,my soul is lost
Ive been beatin and its hard to move
I need answers but im filled with lies
Im stuck in my childhood,why......