Not Over You

It's seems like
I would be over him
But..

For some reason
I'm not...
I may smile

When I talk to you
And act like I'm alright
When really

I'm dying on the inside
But you can't see
Behind my mask

Even though
It's breaking apart
Right infront of you

I fight
The urge
Everyday

To kiss you
Ans say
I love you

But it ain't as easy
As it seems
You, though you'll never know

You were my first love
So is that why
It's so hard..?


Broken