Stalker

I see you every day as you leave your apartment
I keep ether and a rag in my glove compartment
I can't help these things I do
I'm getting better at photography and have a wall of pictures all of you
Last year in California I loved another
I just read in the papers that her body was finally discovered
People got sick when the remains were uncovered
They arrested this guy who used to be her lover
But now I love you and I watch you all day
I know where you work, and follow you home the same way
Taking the same streets, the same times
I have a blanket in my trunk with duct tape and a roll of twine
Yesterday when you left for work, I picked the lock on your door
I touched myself as I went through your dresser drawers
I want you to wear those panties with the little butterflies
So I can rip them off you as I force myself inside
When you came home the other night I was in the closet
I watched you get undressed and when you turned on the shower faucet
I crept out so quietly and stood outside your window
There are so many things about you that I've come to love you know
I like watching you sleep because it gets me hard
I'm glad your bedroom window faces the dark side of the backyard
I can stand in the shadows without being seen
You'd be amazed how careful I have been
I have had only three lovers my entire life
Not including my mother who would slip into my room at night
To my throat she held a knife
Whispered everythings gonna be alright
I keep the telephone records that I get out of your trash
And that guy I saw you having lunch with
I smashed in his head with a bat and buried him down by the creek
He wasn't at work today was he?
I called in sick for him you see
I even have your work number
last night you slept in the same bed I was hiding under
I am watching you this very moment logging this into my diary
And when your lights go out I'll use this extra key
I'll slither in just like a snake, and wake you up
so quietly
I can't wait to see your face when I wake you from your sleep
Tonights the night we fall in love
Tonight's the night we finally meet