Lost innocence

This young girl kept from sight crying into the middle of the night she fears that others will sense the shame but was this girl really too blame? this little girl who was full of belief could not from him seem to find relief she feels so dirty with her clothes which are tore when she is being flung on the bedroom floor this broken child lost her innocence at a very young age through a trusted mans deliberate drunken rage her little broken heart was full of pain through the rest of her life it would stain people would see the bruises that lay upon her face she wanted and longed for her special place while he was looking around this little girl couldn't make a sound she couldn't have her own bed he would be there touching her instead taking her clothes off he would touch this haunted her little heart so much she just wanted him to understand but instead she got the back of his hand night after night she endure this pain never to be happy ever again this little angel from above could not find the slightest inch of love this mountain of unnoticed fear went on year after year while she was crying silent tears he was tucking into some beers why would no one come to her aid day after day her happiness would fade this went on for so, so long and no one thought that this was wrong this little girl that no one could save she longed for her peaceful grave....

This happened when I was 7. Im now getting the courage to accept what happened even though it was long ago.