distant memories

i bared my soul and you fed on me
your lips were wet with dripping emmotion
promised that alone i will never be
being together forever was the notion

promises were made while you had your way
enjoyed me over and over
told me for someone like me you had always prayed
your best lover

i opened up and revealed my secrets
i let you have your fun
my feelings for you were so intricate
but the end had begun

like a rag doll you kicked me in my heart
you wished it all away
pushed to keep us appart
you regretted every single day

i just stood and watched as you burnt it all
how you tore us up
deleted all my calls
disected my gut

never even asked me how do i feel
never even considered if i'll ever heal
kicked and dragged my heart and soul
but one day you will realise
it will be too late
                  but you will know...........