goodbye

there isnt much left
when dispair and misery embrace
they say hello and kiss
they taste like candy lovers first bliss
the entrance of stupidity fluid in its consumption
of innocence starry eyed emotions
giggly little random funny acts of stupid
the ones that reign in your memories
you held my gaze for eternity until ugliness reared its adddicted head
you forgot about me and you tore me down to nothing
and smiled a carefree smile i loved you more than anyone couldve
and you just used it to your advantage
then you just went over the edge i had to cut the rope or i wouldve went over too i loved you i loved you
i believed you loved me too
i never wouldve said bad things to you
but you hurt my feelings so bad that day i just cant stop the hurt
i lashed out in anger and now you cant be found
im scared of why your gone but i just cant withstand the constant
reminders your not attracted to me so im gonna end it now before theres irrivocable damage
im ranting and raging i dont know what else to do all i keep repeating is i loved you i loved you i just dont know why you loved to make me cry so my love i must simply say goodbye