Do I follow?

Do i follow my herder
Stay in line with the others sheep
All my life i have gone where you told me to go
Did what you told me to do
But i have done some things on my own
Not much, little life experience
But you know best
You raised me
Bread me to be your own
I have followed in your footsteps
I have been obedient
But the road your putting me on is familiar
I have been here on my own before
You want me to go
Your pushing me
Shouting orders
I cry out that this road has a dead end
But you know best
You don't listen
Do I still follow you when I know we won't make it?
Stay loyal to the end?
You have always been there for me
But this time your wrong
Do I stick by you one more time?
Or disappoint you?