Always Alone

 nothing I can say
Nothing I can do

will ever fix a thing

rise me up
beat me down
its all the same
crying
screaming
begging
drinking
it's all the same
nothing stays

hold me up so high
and throw me down
into the dirt
beat me down
and tell me how much we love...

hold you so high
and throw you down
into the dirt
beat you down
and tell you how much we love...
does it really ever last?
does it even matter?
can never satisfy
this need
of someone to just stay

I will always find my way through
always alone
always looking down
always without

rise me up
throw me down
it's all the same

find my way to my heart
on the ground
where you threw it
I will always be alone

rise up
throw me down
it's all the
same
smiles fade to tears
joy to pain nothing to something
and back again to nothing

hold me so high
and throw me
into the ground
tell me how much you love me

hold you so high
and throw you
into the ground
tell you how much I love you
it wont change
it's over
you are gone
I have forced my heart back into my chest
there is nothing left

dont we have so many things
in common

we have so many days that were heaven
and I will never forget
these scars will never fade
always bright red
but this is the end

Im back in the darkness back up
back finding my
always alone
alway in my mind
always never paying the slightest care to reality
always in debt
always alone and always on my own with my head down
walking with a way
walking just to walk alone
finding a way