Swag Surfin'

And just when you thought you were on the right path, here comes a detour. Swag just right, mad sexy and dressed down in buttoned polos. And at the snap of his fingers it was almost like you came and went, to his place just as the “cock crowed 10”. See a lustful paradice is only what he saw in you, one in which he wanted to vacation at frequently. And this time that ya’ll shared was one that he wasn’t trying to invest in. He had better plans with his money and a child support wasn’t in his future. But for you, he would tell you that you were “priceless”, gas your head up just enough until he got what he wanted…we all know nothing in this world is free, just a mere consequence we all have to learn sooner or later, better late than never, never did want to tell you that your dude was a player and the only deal he was trying to seal was the one between your lips. His game plan was to try something new every time ya’ll met just to get you to let your guard down slowly. Trying to break that God made barrier that man thought he could penetrate (pun intended). He only knew he could manipulate you once he gained your “trust”. Maybe it was just a smile and a glance the first time, and a arm around you the second time, but what happens the third time when combined with the first two moves he throws in some “sweet nothings” and then that hand starts traveling down south and your innocent movie night takes a turn for the worst? You tell him, “not now and things are moving to fast” and you are trying to leave but that voice from your past kicks in and says “you’ve been wanting to do it, so do it. Whats one time going to hurt?”. Then you begin to think, you really like him and “he’s what you been looking for” and you dont wanna lose him just because you said “no”, so you give in… .but was that one time worth your dignity and respect? Did you think you earned his? Did you think that made ya’ll closer? What about your master plan? Smh I keep telling people to always stay one step ahead, if you already know where the situation is heading then you can close it off right there. The number 1 is such a unforgiving number. All it takes is one time and lets face it, your life will never be the same.