all over you

deep within the depths of this depression  
I have the irresistible urge
to light the world on fire
with a zippo and a spray can
flames of nonsensical graffiti  
carving their way  
through this desolate city landscape  
like an ode to my madness
 
someone’s been a bad girl  
someone wants to be a bad girl  
will you be a bad girl for me?
will you put me in my place?
will you kick me when I’m down?  
 
‘cause I’m aching for that touch  
that speaks of violent lust
 
a hand around my throat
 
nails embedded in bruised wrists
 
hair pulled back as someone pushes my face into the floor  
and fucks me like I’m filthy  
 
deep within this depression  
I have the irresistible urge to take your hand  
and let you slide inside my skirt  
while we watch unsuspecting people on the bus  
and I fight not to come over your ardent fingers  
so you can slap me in public when I succumb  
my skin stinging with the fluids of my failure
 
deep within this depression  
I’d bleed myself out in a morbid romantic gesture  
if it would make you stay  
though I know you’re no good for me  
 
deep within this depression  
I have the irresistible urge
to light the world on fire
and let you fuck me  
until death do us part  
 
© 2012