If I Snapped

 If I begged you    
Would you stay with me?    
If I called you    
Would you come?    
If I said I’ll do anything    
Would you love me?      
If I die of this broken heart    
Would you even care?    
     
If I became your stalker      
Would you hate me?    
If I broke into your home    
and lay down in your bed    
To smell the scent of you    
Would you be afraid?    
If I left my spoiled panties      
From masturbating    
Would you be disgusted?    
     
If I used your tooth brush    
Drank from your milk bottle    
Would you know?    
If I stole your favorite shirt      
Would you miss it?    
If I wore it around town    
And you saw me    
Would you want it back?    
     
If I put my bra in her underwear drawer    
 where she could find it    
Would you be able to explain?    
If I approached her, ready to fight for you    
and she had to get a restraining order      
Would you ask me to come back?    
If I ran her over in my car    
And had to go to jail for manslaughter    
Could you still love me?    
     
If you found me in bed beside you    
 in the middle of the night    
With a knife at your throat about to strike    
Only to wake from your nightmare    
With a shout    
Would you then come back to me?