Alive

I can't be alive
this doesn't feel like living at all
I'm nothing but remains,
what's left of something else
i wish i could change
go somewhere else, be free of this all

They think i'm happy
that i never suffer
It's funny, actually
i'm the opposite
i'm always weeping, always feeling somewhat broken

My cheeks are soaked in tears
My hands are longing for something to hold
My heart beats for love, but i know i'm getting none
How can i be alive, when i feel so dead inside?