im human not a monster

Like a feather in the wind I watched you float in
Like the swiftness of your entrance your exit was the same
I couldn't understand the reasoning yet the result left an understanding
Persuading the mind to release emotion
To release the hurt
To release the pressure
Fuck why couldn't we use more descretion!
Let's reflect shit!
Past issues cut deep and new skin grew over
Didn't know they could resurface when new triggers were discovered
Motherfucker!
Looking back eyes wellled tears swelled oh shit my thinking a bit twisted still oh well
Some how old shit never got old....shit
New shit was old shit and we all know what that do.....bullshit
I said the time had passed, it couldn't last after after pleading and she denied my ass
I must think fast...pray for healing faster....for the both of us neither one is really a selfish basterd
In the end eventually healing will come I had to get this oout why?...cuz I hurt too I'm a human not a monster