ACROSS THE SKY, YOU HOLD ME HIGH…

You hold me high, up so high above everyone else right now, beneath the stars but above the city lights right now, the crisp, cool October air breathes on my face, you are giving me life because this side out is pure ecstasy my love, bitter sweet, bittersweet the world is swept beneath my feet but above my head and I sink lower and lower, I’m swimming through the milky way but not one time should you ever, ever let go of my hand for I know if you did, id only fall back beneath the planet’s surface like all of the others, like who I am before I am with you.
There are no restraints right now as my heart races beyond the atmosphere like a shooting star; we are shooting stars as our hearts climax into the sun with love, so hot my love…
I have a tendency to overlook my fucked up childhood right now for, I have tendency to overlook  any of my days that have already passed me bye for that is now a life in the past, a past so dead because I never, ever lived a single moment before the first time I kissed your lips, your lips be bitter sweet, I take in the best and the worst for you have a tendency to bring out the best of both sides in me, you bring out the best of both worlds, worlds that I  forget even exist before right now.
I wonder if it is you, no… I don’t wonder, that I know, I know that it is you who reveal the best of both sides because you keep my soul cradled in your hands.
You love me, you tell me that you love me and I am bound to believe it for no one has ever told me that, I’ve wondered for all of my life what moments would be like, moments like these but it is moments like these that I know heaven ought to be fact, and not far by because maybe I died in that past tense life, maybe somewhere along the way I died but I’m no longer dead for you bring me to life… I found you, but you always find me somehow, you always know where I am going to be and you somehow show up when I need you the most.
My senses appeal at the crack of dawn, the crisp, cool October air kisses my bare flesh as I stand before the window, I see the mountains stretching all around revealing the sun of a brand new day, I look over at you who still lay in bed, I want to kiss your eyes but I don’t want to disturb a sleep so beautiful as serenity cradles everything about me I begin to write about wondrous moments like these because I wonder where I’d be right now if only I had never seen your face for the first time really although I’d rather not think such a thought for, I would still be captured in this world like the others, for I would still be inside of  the walls of my mother’s womb only waiting to die, I would have never lived really.
The sun is rising now I know as I watch it rise. The sun is rising here, at this moment at this moment in time a voice tells me, you place your hand on my shoulder and with a smile you look down at me. You look down at me and I look up at you, your arms embrace me, you keep me safe always.
No one has ever made me feel the way that you do, because no one has ever known me as well as you do, we are soul mates as our hearts climax once more into the rising sun,
The rising sun of a brand new day, you hold me up so high, so high up above the sky right now,
You make me fly; it’s so beautiful that you make me want to cry right now, you make me want to cry.